June 18, 2013
June 18, 2013

Apparently the evenings are for this sort of thing. I kinda feel like these short ones are a cop out, but I like them. Lets me feel like I’m being pithy; easier to communicate that kind of shit

Love said slowly

Love,
said slowly,
sounds a lot
like a threat

An awful lot
almost worse
than drawing
a flush and
wanting to
fold or
planting flowers
to have a rabbit
sprout, another
mouth to feed

Makes me
wanna
go grow
beets
somewhere cold

Ha! Got ya! More stuff! I know I keep saying this, and if you’ve responded already- duly noted, but I put together a chapbook. If you want one and you haven’t already, get at me, will ya?

June 17, 2013
June 17, 2013

Obligatory late night love poems


Explode into Everything

If I went
to the end
of the universe
with you

And we stood
and watched it
pass us by

As the protons
and neutrons
and quarks
and all began
to degrade
and fade
into nothing

Could we, then
perhaps begin
again? Explode
into everything
all over
again and
love like everything
is new

June 16, 2013
June 16, 2013

Again, I’m going to make a short chapbook out of the poems from May 19/20 through June 6th on here. Do you want one?

Here’s another poem, in the mean time

Eyes of the Sun

It got dark out
Quickly, this evening.
You can hear the night
Falling, a creaking howl
Only audible through pipes
In the winded bathroom
After you’ve showered
And step out anew.
It sounds painful,
And shattered,
Like a stranger crying
Out for help once
But not again
On an apple-less summer
Afternoon, tense with you
And your leaf laden impatience
For the break of an angry
Moon. You, disgruntled
Disturb the toad’s prescience
While eying the horizon
Waiting for misfortune’s
Ivory eye to poke through
Reddening’s veil of freckles
That inverted itself
When it was spent.
You can never look into it.
It’s Charon’s luminary,
Alight above his river
As bone cold as the water,
As hollow as any wader’s
Expectations there, on the shore
Of every campfire’s sudden-ness
In the face of its
Watery, ashen grave-       
I know this, and attest that
It’s ineluctability unrestrained,
Having been long now
Staring into landscapes
Made strange by vacancy,
Landscapes made lively
In an unending rivulet
Of my cardinal life.
I here warn you hence, I,
Stranger to the palms
Of your love,
Hungry for wanting
The taste of your sin’s
Figs, maudlin at a sight
Of your lover’s tears.
I, the old man in the moon,
Dead to the eyes of the sun
And all of its flowering children

June 13, 2013
June 13, 2013

Fidget fidget. Night time

Black Sands

I’d never imagined the violence of my step
Until I saw my footprints light up this sand.
Something insinuates that lachrymose fits

Here. I’m too distracted by the new
Light my foot fall leaves behind to be concerned
With the craters that remain

After the suns go out
We all tread amazedly onward while a cricket
Orchestra washes away the tiles of us

Our violent little indents do mark their sand,
Black sands, ebon with the way of veins
Bereft of the light of begonias

And our voices do press against these facades
To replace red brick mortar with echoes
Of trembling strangers, new found in the trees.

We all have violent wakes but we all, too, are
Indebted to the opportunity of the role as conductor
Of our own insect symphonic erasures

And so let our feet light the way for our ears
To sound the echo through the napalm
Pock marks at our heels’ redness in the west

June 11, 2013
June 11, 2013

Feeding, festering, flowering obsession

Tornasol

You the spinning
Voice of the oud
Plucked from
Sky, despite your
Errant grounding
Roots

Spinning furiously
Your seeds sputter
Speckle the sandy
Bed into which you’re 
Laid, promising saccharine
And saffron for the soil
Bearing

The length of a leafy,
Big hearted river
Your height
Luminescent in
A subtle afternoon
Yawning with music,
In the middle distance

Sighting you,
A mind is wisteria
(-laden with blooms,
strangling its host)
Numbing

A syzygy of stem
Flower seed, body soul
Lust, monday cicadas
Humidity, laid bare
Exuberance before me

Sunflower, rattle
With desire, rain down
Crooning, crown summer heat

June 11, 2013
June 10, 2013

Sibilance

It’s hard to, after a certain point, shrink away
from it all. It becomes apparent that there’s
a much larger thing looming that you’re trying to
sink your way into.

And your pen seems too heavy to lift.
It, too, sinks away into something larger.
And your foot feels over-shod, bearing the world
as a shoe of lead.

Like they have discovered your foot cloven,
they turn away from you. They castigate
you with iron, brand you with charms.

You cannot back away; there is no away
to your back into which you may turn.
The flowers before you open only forward.
You must step into them. Absorb their fiery petals,
eat their entombed seeds. Sink away, bloom.

June 6, 2013
June 6, 2013

Ahh, travel


287- Delight in Blindness

“‘My thoughts,’ said the wanderer to his shadow,
‘should show me where I stand; but they should not
betray to me where I am going. I love my ignorance
of the future and do not wish to perish of impatience
and of tasting promised things ahead of time.’”
            -Friedrich Nietzsche, The Gay Science

The aging man settles
Into a gentle recline

His repose betraying
A shared dream of all

Not so much of where
We are, what crowds

Us now, stems of wheat
Threshed and let

To dry aside a field
Of lamplight glittering glass

But a dream of where
We may be headed

Of the past ourselves
We scatter to acquire

In new alleyways- seeds
Joyfully broken on cement beds

We are yet ignorant of.
A dream walking hot wire

Temptation betraying destined
Ignorance, damning us

To perish of impatience,
Unraveling brittle time

To weave flowers before us.
The man’s tilted eyes

Contain for all of us this
Recurrent balance and

Beside him we totter now
Between baler impatience

And an eternity of sun
-flower seeds, pushed

To and fro by windy crowds
and dreaming, together

June 5, 2013
June 5, 2013 pt. 2

Ancho

Angle-less

This city is fireflies in the hills,
Clattering wheels striking run-aways.

I am here more solidly than intended
Grasping at words to anchor my windows

But my hands hold only to wanderers
Defied by the city’s airy breadth.

It stretches horizon to horizon, aimless
As a field of untended sunflowers

Sprinkling the seeds of stars towards
Mountain feet, tawny and starved

With expectations of oranges and thistle.
Fittingly, I abut the sea, it screams

To me as though reminding me ingloriously
That in it is a haplessly paired end 

Tearing at the landscape that surrounds it,
An awe struck vista concealed in the sun.

I will ask of myself much, staring trepidation
In its towering eyes, when I return-

All of this in due tomes, I am sure.
For now, though, I prepare the will to,

Through those questions, encapsulate here
Within endless grasping at sunflower cosmos.

June 5, 2013
June 5, 2013

Flight on my mind

Heights

At our heights
It is all
We do

Despite our
Expanse of achievement
Spread as sloth

Despite fragile
Stars refracted in
An oil sea

Despite
Bench marks
Of our presence

Despite
The countless
Spots we wash

Despite
Our souring
Ambitiousness

Despite all
We clasp at
Demarcate

Despite our
Will to embody
Heartily

Despite
Our lengthy shawl
And train of glass

Despite
Our wake
In steins

It is all
We can do
Despite ourselves
 
To remember
We are splotchless
sky, reflected

June 4, 2013
June 3, 2013

The first airplane poem

Leviathan

What vague substance
Sustains us?
In what are we bound, what
Blue weighs heavy the clouds
Beyond our window?
Bearing down upon our clusters
The many canary pipes
Of struck provenance-
Profusion of wrinkles,
Knot these trees to honor
Of miserable flight!

Electric boxes of crowds,
Strike out
At the many oracles there
Attendant! Defy them
And hopeless guideposts,
Inquisitive of sudden
Apollo! Fall forth!
Shock the audience
Of sad astronomers,
Astrology for our modern
Dependents!

And the next is always
A blur shin splints
Lock us to our mania
Despite all text to the contrary
We rushing to our cirrus,
To our emerald accumulation
Of drakes as leonine
As the back of our seats
Reclining assertion over
Fatally misconstrued rectangles
And their indented gardens.

We suffer together
As shared affirmation
As we settle in
To grace, becoming gods
To subsume our death!
In this haze,
Hollow as your ball
Point rebuttal as
Your refusal of contradictory
As you hypothesize
Your entropic distance as
Your system ceases indented
Work, I ask,
Leviathan of the ground,
Ominous obsession of mind, sight
Beyond all that I can struggle with,
If I love you, is that your concern?

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